| cozy & comfty |
[Nov. 14th, 2007|11:19 pm] |
i've had a pain on my neck for about 2 days now. idk why or how i got it.. but it's still there.
days seem short. i spend them sleeping or working. i got a job at gap, in oak park. not the greatest idea.. but i figured i could use this to strengthen my resume. it looks bad having only worked in gap for 3 months.
i haven't been out partying lately. well.. i have, but i physically haven't partied.
winters are meant for hot chocolate and movie watching.. and sleep. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2007|10:24 am] |
oh dear.
i'm never going to find anyone.
i don't have the looks,
i don't have personality,
i have no talent,
and i'm not smart.
what do i have to offer? |
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[Oct. 13th, 2007|10:10 pm] |
fuch! she snagged him...
and i didnt' even know about it!
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[Oct. 13th, 2007|01:19 pm] |
umm... thursday night:
i got one of the guys working on the stage
to get me something from interpol.
he gave Karla and I picks!
idk if they're Daniel's or Pauls.
then...
I MET CARLOS D AND DANIEL!
carlos signed my ticket
and daniel signed my pick!
i feel dumb mentioning it...
but it was great talking to them
while they were signing stuff.
paul didn't come out.
he sounded sick too. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2007|01:05 pm] |
INTERPOL tonight!
i know i'm not supposed to listen to them today...
but i couldn't help it!
i can't wait to see paul's beautiful wonderful face.
i WILL lock eyes with him.
interpol is seriously high up there on my favorites.
in between The Beatles, NIN, and RHCP |
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[Oct. 6th, 2007|03:36 pm] |
i wish i was selma blair
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| walk walk walk |
[Sep. 28th, 2007|02:28 pm] |
on my way to go wander around michigan ave.
things i have in mind to buy:
skinny jeans
beret
leg warmers
boots
maybe some tops.
i shouldn't, considering the fact that i only have $200 in my account... and i still don't start my job.
a nice lady called me the other day to ask me to work with her on monday. she goes to schools and talks to mothers about after school activities for students. she needs me b/c she mainly focuses on the schools in pilsen and little village. This means i need to brush up on my spanish. she also told me that i could possibly get a small "promotion" to work next to the teachers during the activities... i don't know how good i would be for that job... i'm afraid of small children.
luis went to indiana. it's nice to know that i can go days with out seeing him. i was so down when i felt like i had no will power. it was depressing to think that i had lost my best friend and he didn't really seem to be affected. he's talking to more girls and planning more things. sometimes i think that he took me for granted, and that he'll eventually realize that he wont be able to find someone like me. and then the loser-bring-me-down part of me thinks that i'm beginning to think too much of myself. booo for low self esteems! i have been mean to him though. i miss having someone to just lay around with. and someone to call hunnybunny. now we call ourselves friends. I have refrained from kissing him... and from sexing him up(then again, he's in IN).
my dad's cousin died from a brain hemorrhage. my dad was sad... and i know he got a bit scared. his cousin was around the same age as him. it's sad when you see your father being sad.
i think i'm still going to go apply at other places. anthropology is hiring.
i have a lot of time to myself. i finished reading pattie boyd's book. it made me love her so much more. she was so interesting. she lived in kenya for some of her childhood. she also wrote about how her relationships with george and eric weren't as great as some might think. george would ignore b/c he was to busy with chanting or having affairs. it made me sad to think of george this way. with eric, the situation was a bit worse. he was a big big alcoholic. i could relate to her in some parts tho. i never felt luis really thought of me as a part of him. i thought of him as a big part of me... my other half. plus he does does coke & drinks a lot too. george did a lot of coke. anywho. pattie never felt she had the power to do much. she was very passive to a lot of relationship problems.
idk... time to go.
EDIT: fuck working with kids. |
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[Sep. 14th, 2007|02:42 am] |
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this single thing is a bit confusing and boring. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2007|12:42 am] |
update:
i like pineapple now.
the arctic monkeys show was good. no matter how many people i go with, i enjoy escaping into the crowd and away from them. it's a different feeling being by myself. plus i see and sometimes meet interesting people.
i can not wait for more crisp mornings. hot sun cold wind. scarves, turtlenecks and hoodies. |
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| i never have anything to say |
[Aug. 29th, 2007|01:27 pm] |
i don't think i have a job anymore.
i started going to classes this week.
my roll of film is kinda due today
but i have no inspiration so i have yet to shoot it.
classes are decent. my art history class is a bore.
my history class has me at the edge of my seat however!
i love it. the professor is so into what ever it is.
i usually just watch his facial expression as
he throws his arms in the air, all while talking about
something that already happened. he has an earring too! bad ass!
my english class is... i don't know. she seems to know more about
ebonics than english. i sit there and count the endless
errors in her rants. photo is not at all that interesting.
it's like i'm waiting for someone to say "ok, GO!" so that i can
start to get into it. i need to buy a camera.
Canon EOS Rebel T2... that's what i want!
but i'll have to settle for the used Canon EOS Rebel K2.
i have 2 classes with luis' cousin. nice, sweet guy.
but i feel a bit awkward and my conversations probably sound forced.
we are both in the same boat tho. failed classes & fine arts focus.
my contacts should be arriving this week. this mean i will be able to wear 2 contacts instead of the one. maybe i should stay on top of that next time. maybe i should just buy glasses. i lost mine.
i'm ranting.
half of this post was sung... kinda. spoken in a melody.
i'm done.
for real. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2007|11:09 pm] |
soo tired.
i came home early today because i honestly thought it was sunday. little did i know that it was just saturday night.
i spent most of the day at my aunt's house. they were having a block party. i ate, i talked, i got new music, and i watched teenage girls dance dirty. most of the music was "hip hop" the new hip hop. but it was pretty impressive how these 13 & 14 year old girls moved. it made me wish i could dance. it made me wish i was incredibly flexible. of course i would dance to old school hip hop. and i would not attempt to pop lock and drop it.
maybe i'll learn one day. |
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